This is my blog, about life.
I keep it short:

Monday, January 20, 2014

What's next

Today we had to say goodbye to one of our classmates, she gets operated this week, and after that she has to recover for 9 months so that's pretty rough.

I still haven't made a decision about the contest, it's something huge and I don't think I'm good enough, maybe later this week I'll post a video of me singing my own song it's a MAYBE!

I hope everyone reads my blog, but I have 0 followers, it would be nice if you like my blog so much that you click on the follow button and the +1 and maybe share it, but that's your choice.
Tomorrow I have a test for chemistry and I don't understand, it's just like Chinese (I don't mean this in a wrong way, I like Chinese food ;), but it's more that I also don't understand Chinese)

I hope I'm possible to write tomorrow but I don't know, so maybe write you tomorrow and other: I'll write y'all soon!!


Sunday, January 19, 2014

Don't know

Sorry I didn't wrote lately, I'm really busy with school. I have tons of homework and about a few weeks I have to choose my profile and I know which profile I want but I don't know the subjects.
I'm going to choose Culture and society, but I have to choose between French or German, and I just can't make my decision, HELP!

And I'm maybe going to join a contest for singer-song writers 'cause I write my own songs with the piano but I'm also doubting about that, should I, shouldn't I?
It's really stressing me out and it's not healthy.

Now the last thing:
My best friend has to do the second year of high school again, but this whole school year she was like less than 2 and a half months on school.
And I talk to her constantly and to her class teacher and her class, but she just doesn't understand, she's blaming everyone except herself, but it's all her own fault...


I hope you will never come into a situation like this it's not fun!


Wednesday, January 15, 2014

True friendship

Today I had a long day, and it's not done yet, I'm busy with homework and it's a lot.
I'm really scared that I won't make this year, but my grades aren't that bad, it's just a feeling that I have.

However, today I decided to write about friendship, make a decision: Sometimes you have to make a decision: Friends or your own luck, my choice is simple I'll would choose my friends, 'cause they make my luck, you saw my choice, what's yours?

Tell me about your ideas, problems, good things, tell me everything and maybe I'll write about you, of course it's anonymous if you don't want to get recognize...


Tuesday, January 14, 2014

It's just....

Heey everyone, so today a late post, I have to make homework again, and study a lot so I'm really sorry today a short post.
Today in school I had to cut into a real eye, from a lamb, it was pretty cool, but also gross!
It was interesting and not the worst thing I ever did but it was quite a challenge....

It's just that I'm really tired, and I think I'm not going to school tomorrow, I have a huge headache, and it's just everything, I hope everyone out there is okay, are you okay?
Just keep your head up! That's my motto, what's yours?

Don't forget to share my blog and don't forget to hit the like button, and feel free to contact me, my e-mail for all sureness: tamar.floor@gmail.com
I hope I will receive an e-mail real fast, 'cause I like to help and to talk to people, I won't bite ;P (usually) ;p


Monday, January 13, 2014

Love is all around..

Today, I had my first two tests, Thursday one and Friday two, yaaay just three tests to go -___-
But I won't let school bring me down NEVER!!!!
I decided to post about love...

Everyone around me is in a happy relationship, and here I am: LONELY! I have no one, no boyfriend nothing, I hear ya: A boyfriend isn't everything, I know, but it's frustrating, I get the feeling that there's something wrong with me.... Anyone who feels it too?
Well don't feel that way, it's hard, but I'm sure that everyone finds true love, sometimes at the beginning of their life and others at the end of their life, keep your head up no matter what!!!

Now I really have to study for all my tests, sorry, I'll write you later ;p


Sunday, January 12, 2014

Is it just me?

Yesterday I cleaned my room, today I'm making homework yay...
This week I have 5 tests and also a practical test, we have to cut into an eye, interesting......
Tomorrow I have a test for economy and for German, Tuesday I have to see the inside of an eye (gross, but pretty cool), Wednesday NO tests :) and Thursday a French test, and Friday a history test and a math test, so everyone don't hate me, but I think I don't have enough time to write this whole week, I'm going to try but it's gonna be hard....

Today I went to church, and we were talking about sexuality, it was pretty interesting, and the man who told us about said this: ''The image that we have from our self, did God created that image or did the media, and other influence created that image.''
I started thinking, the image I have from myself is created thanks to the media, the fashion world, and all that stuff (it doesn't mean that the fashion and the media is bad, absolutely not), but I'm insecure, and I think that everyone is insecure, because of that image.
But is it just me who thinks that way? Please let me know....


Saturday, January 11, 2014

Cleaning a room, cleans more than you think....

Today I promised my mom to clean my room (it was a little messy :P), but I found a lot of stuff back, I'm not done, but it's a start.

I discovered that if I clean my room I clean my thoughts, and I'm relaxed, well relaxed isn't the right word, my head isn't really stressed.
If you're a grown up and you read this and you have kids and the rooms of your kids are always messy, say nothing, until they're complaining about headaches, then you can say: Clean your room, it gives rest in you head, and if that doesn't work, just say: If you aren't going to clean your room then I'll throw all your stuff away, just help them a little ;) my mom did also when I was like 10 years old, and it worked, now I'm cleaning my room once in a week and I find rest...

The best way to make kids clean their room ;) You're welcome :)


Friday, January 10, 2014


So yesterday I forgot to post something, I'm really sorry, I had school till four, and I was home one hour, and then I had to go back to school, for a night to learn more about a occupation that you maybe wanted to do/ be when you grow up.

And I have a lot of homework, everything is just soooo full, but I didn't forgot my blog yesterday.
I was busy writing, but a teacher caught me, and I had to go work on stuff that was really important, so I forgot the whole piece I wrote yesterday..... Sorry......

I didn't learned much today, yesterday I learned something: I learned that a psychologist is different then I expected, it's really different then people would expect...

But for now: I have to stop, I have to work, and make homework...


Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Weird days

The first week after a break is always weird, it looks like it's going slower than usual.
Thank goodness it isn't everyday has 24 hours and not more.
Next week is going to be a busy week for me, we have to hand in a lot, I don't know how I have to do that!

If I need help I just call my friends, they help me, respect me, and love me for who I am.
And I help them, respect them, and love them for who they are, nobody has to change for me.
Everyone is who he/she is, and if someone doesn't like you because your fat, to skinny, black, white, Asian, well don't listen to them, 'cause there's always that one person that loves you, no matter what.
Your family, friends, maybe you pet.

But don't let anyone bring you down, just because you're different.
I think that normal is boring, but thank goodness again nobody is normal, everybody is them self


Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Second day, exhausted.

Today: Second day of school, so extremely tired, already!!!
Everything is just so much, but thank God I have super sweet friends.
I'm exhausted, and I'm not the only one, sometimes I miss home when I'm in school.
Actually that happens every time when I'm in school.
Although I know that I need an education, and I like to learn, it's not always fun.
Like I said yesterday: I don't like half of my class.
I'm not allowed to complain, 'cause I have an education, and I'm proud of the things I already accomplished.

My life is sometimes pretty crazy, after school, I had to bring the papers more than 200!! After that I had to go to the bank, 'cause I'm saving for a trip to London :), after the bank I went to a trip adviser, to give me some information about the price, hotels, London itself, and now I'm blogging and I'm making homework.
I can't wait till my exams, I hope I will pass them in 1 time, and then I can go to college.


P.s.: I have social media you want to them, look under:
Instagram: sharontamarfloor 
Facebook: Yeah I have, but not a page, still working on that though, sorry 

Now seriously Bye!!

Monday, January 6, 2014

Yay what?

Today: First day of school, I survived it !
It was a pretty long and rough day.
I think my school was like: Ooo They had 2 weeks vacation, so that means double work, thanks a lot guys!
It was good to see my friends again, but the rest of my class isn't the best.

We've had an assignment for our gym class, and today my two friends and I had to show ours.
The class didn't listened, we said do this, and they did that, it's frustrating.
On those moments you realize that you have to be happy with friends, in my class it's normal if you have Uggs, nikes, a Nickelson jacket, but in my world it isn't in my world you have to work for everything that
you want. In my class it also normal if you're a bitch to everyone you don't like, and I'm obvious one of the persons they don't like.
And then it's good to have friends.

The title of my post: yay what? means actually what's the reason to say yay on the first day of school.
Well, be thankful to every chance you get, because I get a lot of chances everyday, and I think you to.
So that's the reason for this title: yay what? 


First day...

So today it's the first day of school.....
First class is math, wow, this year couldn't get any better.
Seriously they expect that we are really happy that we're returning to school again.
NO just not, we're tired, we're teenagers, we're lazy (that's what a lot of grown ups are saying!).
Yeah, we have dreams, and some teenagers knows that they have to work for what they want.
Some of them really work, and others are just doing nothing.
And the ones who aren't working are giving the rest a bad name.
So yeah, I'm (hopefully) one of the workers, 'cause I want something, and I know I have to work.
Later everyone, I have to make my homework.


Sunday, January 5, 2014

Time to...

So this is my second and last post for today.
Sometimes I love what I'm doing, and other times I just hate everything.
But today I love it:

In the first summer-break that's coming is my dad a week to France because he is a musician so he's gone, but now he asked me if I want to join him, and maybe my oldest brother is going too, and my dad said that if we're joining we can go to a big place in France (I forgot the name), and there we could go and see more of the world.

A few weeks later I probably go to England for a week to look for a education, I hear ya thinking, why are you going to look for a education in the summer? Well that's because my school is not sweet. I'm not allowed to skip the last week so I can see theater academy's, but that's for my future! Anyway, the next summer is going to be (hopefully) a wonderful time for me.

Travelling, see the world, learn English and French better, and just enjoy the fact that about a few years I go to college.
And thank the Lord that I can be me, on school people look weird to me if I'm wearing a dress in all kinds of colors, well sorry that I have my own taste. But in the breaks I can be me, and I'm feeling free.
Now while I'm writing this I know that I'm blessed that I have my own computer, and type my opinion and other stuff, but now I'm just smiling and I'm just happy that I am who I am!
Remember that BTW, be who you want to be, and wear what you want to wear, and be yourself (well actually I said that a few words back, but then in other words), anyway, enjoy who you are and be thankful.


Those days....

Everyone knows these kind of days, you're head is full with everything, you have to work, homework, your room is a mess, but you don't know where to start.
Yup that's pretty much it.
I want to go to college and live on my own, I know I can cook.
Everyone is telling me: ''College isn't that much fun.'' Well you know what? I don't care, I just want to go, and I want to act, I love acting, I want to be someone when I'm a grown up, so I can tell my kids later that I was someone, I had a talent, but now I don't know, I love writing, acting, singing, dancing, but I don't know what my real talent is.
I hope I discover it fast, just like you, if you don't know what your talent is, I hope you'll find it fast, and listening to people and help people is also a talent, keep that in mind!!!


Saturday, January 4, 2014


So this is my first post. I have some experience with blogger and that kind of stuff, but I'm still learning and I still don't know a lot, so sorry if it's kind of messy I'm still searching!
Let me introduce myself:
I'm a girl, almost 15 and I live in Holland.
My family is all Dutch but I like English ;).
I'm in High school, it's my third year about 1,5 year I have my exams......
The reason I started this blog is because I want to tell my stories, my opinions, and I want more experience for my English.
BTW: Sorry for my English, it's not the best I know, but I don't use google translate or something ;).
So that's a little bit about my everyday life, I also have dreams!
- I really want to study theater (I want to be an actress) in England or America.
- I want to travel and see more of the world.
- I want to learn from people
- I want to teach people.
- I want to go to Africa to teach kids basic stuff.
- I wish that I could just talk about what bothers me and what hurts me, and that's the reason I started this blog.
So that's me, how about you? Tell me your dreams, tell me your ups and downs, and feel free to e-mail me: